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Ariel’s Official List of the 25 Hottest Men Alive

 

1.  Jared Genest - The others cannot compare to my boyfriend.  If you weren't jealous of me before, you most definitely are now.

 2.  Nick Jonas -  This is such an obvious one.  He’s hot, AND he’s a virgin. Okaaay, but seriously, I shouldn’t have to even explain this.

3.  Joe Jonas - Another quite obvious choice.  No explanation needed.

 4.  Jesse Metcalfe - Honestly?  If I was one of the girls in John Tucker Must Die, I’d let him cheat on me too

5.  Ryan Phillippe - I will always think he’s sexy.  What was Reese thinking?

6.  Jim Sturgess - I haven’t seen Across the Universe (I heard it sucked), but I absolutely fell in love with him in 21.  Haven’t seen it?  He makes it so worth it.

7.  James Marsden - He’s in three of my all-time favorite movies, and he’s adorable! 

8.  James Franco - YUMYUMYUM.  ‘Nuff said.

9.  Adam Brody - I was never a fan of the O.C. or anything else he’s been in, but I can’t resist looking at him.

10.  Chris Brown - Maybe his voice adds to the sexiness, but I love his gorgeous eyes and pearly whites!

11.  Ryan Reynolds - Need I say more?

12.  Chris Evans - Fantastic Four star.  “FLAME ON” IS RIGHT.

13.  John Krasinski - If you’ve seen The Office, you know what I’m talking about. 

14.  Ashton Kutcher - I don’t think there is a single “Sexiest” list out there without Ashton on it.  It’s an automatic given.

15.  Josh Hartnett - Same as above.  If Josh Hartnett is not on your list, you have no taste.

16.  Channing Tatum - C’mon, you must have been expecting this.

17.  Tom Welling - I’ve never seen Smallville, but I HAVE seen Cheaper By The Dozen.  Gorgeous is all I can really say.

18.  David Beckham - He married a Spice Girl and I STILL think he’s sexy.

19.  Patrick Dempsey - Mmmmm McDreamy..

20.  Chad Michael Murray - You can’t help but stare at him.

21.  Orlando Bloom - The only man I know that can play a sexy pirate AND a sexy elf.

22.  Julian McMahon - I always get made fun of for this one!  I’m sorry, but he’s irresistable AND Australian.

23.  Ioan Gruffudd - Another Fantastic Four star.  I’m pretty sure nobody knows who he is, but if you ever see him play Mr. Fantastic, you’ll absolutely agree with me.

24.  Jude Law - Those eyes…Case closed.

25.  Matthew McConaughey - I like him the best in How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days.  He’s just so cute with his accent!

 

 

I honestly don't understand human beings.
Especially myself.
I'm two-faced, and half the time I'm the nicest girl in the world to the people I hate the most,
and then I turn around and act like a down-right bitch to the people in my life that mean the world to me.
And I see it in everyone else around me.  I'm fucking sick of it too.



But wanna know the thing that pisses me off the most?
My younger sister has turned into someone I don't even know anymore.
I think some spoiled bitch crawled through her window in the middle of the night and snatched the fun, cute little Madison I used to know.
She won't even talk to me, let alone look at me.  And that doesn't necessarily bother me I guess.  I mean, my own brother and I barely even speak and I feel perfectly fine with that.  What bothers me is that she and I use to be so close, and now she's some alien who makes me wanna barf.  Does that sound harsh?  Well, maybe it does.  Do I care?  Absolutely not.  I'm sorry but I won't be made to feel inferior by a 13 year old.  A THIRTEEN YEAR OLD.  That's all I have to say about that.



Oh, and by the way, all day long I've felt like I've been giving birth to little baby octopuses.
I'll leave you with that mental picture.

First day of 2008?
Depressingly boring.

I haven't written in this for awhile.
I don't really care, to be honest. But I'm bored.


Cheering SUCKS. I've never hated it more in my entire life.
I seriously cannot wait until its over,
so I can get a job and buy me some shit once in a damn while.


Oh and by the way,
if someone could help me with a way to approach my mom with the conversation on how much I despise her husband, let me know.
I really really hate that man.


I might write tomorrow.
But my life is blah, and I have nothing interesting to report about.

Analysis of my life.

Jared Genest is still the most amazing person that I've ever known.
Cheerleading is starting up soon.  A.K.A. My life will end shortly.
Lindsey Oliver got me addicted to pumpkin spiced coffees from DD.  If you haven't tried it yet, you haven't lived.
Everyone at my school thinks I'm a bitch.  Which is fine.  I like it better that way.
All of my teachers despise me.  Except for Madame Boisvert.  But if you saw the rest of my S&D class, you'd like me too.
I'm currently obsessed with the song "The Way I Am" by Ingrid Michaelson.  It's beautifulbeautifulbeautiful.
Speaking of which.  I put the lyrics in my AIM profile, and who stole them again? Kayla Pellerin, surprise surprise.
That really destroyed my day.




I miss summer.

Today was fun.  I woke up at freakin' 6:15 to get in the shower.  My eyes would barely stay open cuz I was up until atleast 1:00 tossing and turning.  BLAH, I hate not being able to sleep.  I got myself ready and was basically done by 7:25, thinking that Jared was picking me up at 7:30.  Jokes on me.  He didn't pick me up til 8:00, no biggie.  We drove to Portland for some shopppppping. =] It was so much fun to shop with him; he the best.

After that we went back to his house and literally laid on his bed for hours and hours and hours.  He fell asleep for awhile, then I woke him up with obnoxious kisses on his ear and cheek, then I fell asleep, then he fell asleep, then I fell asleep, then we watched Mrs. Doubtfire and The Little Rascals. =D

He's the greatest boyfriend ever. Ever ever ever.  I hope everyone else is jealous because they dont have Jared Genest as their boyfriend.  He treats me so good, and it makes me feel so lucky to have him. =] 


GAH, I'm done.
I'm exhausted, and dont know what else to say.

Tootles.

my whole day just basically went down the drain.
well actually i waited around all day for jared to call..he decided to basically ditch me.
but then calls me after 5 to see if i still wanted to hang out. obviously i do.
but i forgot that satan is my mother, and she is cheap and wont drive anywhere today.
so no, jared and i cannot hang out.
and then she decides to scream at me about EVERYTHING, none of it having to do with me and jared hanging out.

apparently im "selfish". 
whatever.

someone come pick me up.
i need to get out of this house.

I'm beginning to realize what a bum I am.  I literally haven't done anything productive today, except for taking a shower.  I sat on my ass for half the morning, listening to Dane Cook and eating pizza and donuts.

Stacie called me and we talked for literally a minute and 43 seconds about how we need to hang out soon and how much we miss each other.  She told me that she saw underbite boy drive by, and that made me laugh.

Jared is at a friend's barbecue right now.  And I wish I was there.  I'm so sick of being home alone every single day because I cant go anywhere until Mom gets out of work and can bring me.  But I guess once she gets out of work, we're going into Waterville to get me some cash, rent a movie, and possibly pick Jared up. 

My grampy is getting better I guess.  No one except for Jared even knows that he was in the hospital to begin with.  But he's alive, and that's so surprising after what happened.  If those EMT's hadnt been at Applebees, or if he wasn't even at Applebee's at all..he definitely would have died.  I wanna find those EMT's and really thank them for what they did.  Even though its their job, they really have no idea how much our family appreciates it.  khagsfkghaf, I'm rambling.

I guess tomorrow I'm going to Portland with Jared for some shopppppping.  Should be fun, we never go anywhere with each other.  Except for the movies, and Walmart.  We need some excitement in our relationship. Hah.


I think I love my life.

today was great, but it always is when i spend it with jared.
he's literally the only person who always knows how im feeling or what im thinking.
its nice to have someone around like that; not having to speak a word, and him already knowing what im gunna say.
blahhh i dont even make sense. =][= but im starting to like it that way.
we went to see chuck and larry, that was pretty good.



im sick of immature people.
you really have no idea.



oh and p.s. my grandfather has 4 cardiac arrests today. 95% of all people who have atleast ONE die.  yeah, he still hasnt died. lucky lucky man. im praying for him though. which is weird. i never ever pray. ever.

I havent updated since I got home..
I got back to Maine on Monday afternoon, and Jared came over to see me. :)  It was the best day I can remember for a long time.  I attacked him before he even came in the door.  I saw him walk up the front steps, and I threw open the door and gave him the biggest hug I think I've ever given anyone in my entire life.    We just stood there and hugged each other for what seemed like forever.  Then we just spent the entire day together, and I couldn't help but smile the whole time because I seriously have never been happier to be home.  We went to Max's for a fire that night, but I dont really wanna talk about that.  Gay people and gay drama.  Whatevahhhh.  Jared walked with me to Burger King in the rain because he knew I hadnt eaten dinner yet.  So he bought me some chicken nuggets, and we just sat there and talked some more.  Then we were like harassed by some creepy old homeless man. BLECHH. I was scared.

Thennnnn yesterday Jared came over again.  We didnt really do much other than lay around the house, watch movies, and be completely retarded with each other.  We tried going swimming at night, but the mosquitos were out and made it not fun at allllll.  So we got out after like, 5 minutes.

I dont really know what to say anymore.
I had a fun week with Adrienne, and I miss her a lot already.
But I'm sooo glad to be home, so everyone should be calling me up to hang out!
:)

I havent posted in 3 days. Odd.
My week with Adrienne was AMAZING.  Seriously one of the best weeks ever.
We should've been on VH1, no doubt about it.

Last night was so much fun. :)  My dad, stepmom, and little sister came to spend the night.  While Adrienne was on the computer, me and Maddie sat on the couch in the living room and just talked.  We havent spent ANY time together in over a month, and when that happens...I feel like our relationship falls apart.  And I hate that.  So we actually got talking about REALLY personal stuff.  And she asked a lot of girly questions..and it made me feel like the big sister I wanna be.  I wanna be there for her when she needs help with stuff like that, because she doesnt know who else to turn to. She's growing up so fast, and I know that sounds so cliche'..but it honestly feels like she went from being the itty bitty 7 year old to this beautiful and sophisticated (for her age) 12 year old in a blink of an eye.  I loved that entire conversation, and I really hope there's many more in the future. =]

I'm tired though.
I'll update tomorrow.
I'm in Connecticut til Monday morning I think.
So I finallllllly get to see my Jared on Tuesday!
Seriously never been so excited for ANYTHING in my life.
Seriously.
I need to stop overusing adverbs.

I didnt post yesterday.  I was feeling too "blah" to do much of anything.  I got a freakin' sunburn at the beach, and it's absolutely killing me right now.  I'm waiting for Adrienne to get home from Medway. She had a meeting for peer counseling..and I really wasnt in the mood to drive anywhere, so I stayed here and slept for 3 hours. GAH! Felt so good.

Anyways, yesterday we went to the beach. Man, oh man..that was fun.  We drove 2 and a half hours to get there, that wasnt so fun.  Haha, but once we got there and saw how beautiful the beach was, it was well worth it. :)  We set up all our stuff, and went to feel the water.  Adrienne, being the baby that she is, thought that the water was freezing.  I'd like to point out that in Maine, our ocean water is about 40 degrees.  Maybe a little higher on a real good day.  This water was 60 degrees.  I loved it.  I forced Adrienne to go in.  She had fun in the waves, and she knows it.

It was really hard for me though.  There were 3 sets of couples that came to the beach together, and they were all in the water at the same time me and Adrienne were.  They were all so happy together, playing and kissing in the water and stuff.  It made me wanna shoot myself in my mouth cuz I miss Jared so much.  Everything reminded me of him.  Lets see, my back started hurting while me and Adrienne were laying out in the sun..and I said to Adrienne "Man I could go for a massage right now." And immediately I thought of Jared.  He gives me massages all the time, and I really wanted him to be there with me. :(  I'm pathetic, huh?

Anywayyyyys, I got a huge sunburn on my shoulders and back...and my freakin face.  I'm such a genius.  Actually, I DID put suncreen on like 3 times.  Mustve washed off in the water or something. 

I have no idea why, but I'm feeling like stopping.  Like, not writing anymore in this thing tonight.  Hah, I'll update tomorrow.
Tootles.

P.S. Jared, I know you're reading this.  And I love you a laaaahhht.  Tuesday sounds perfect. :)

Today didn't exactly go as planned..but it was a lot of fun nonetheless. :)  I woke up around 12:30, and Adrienne's dad made us french toast. It was dee-lish.  We sat there talking about absolutely nothing, but the whole time I seemed to be complaining about my life to Adrienne.  One of the things I love about her, is that I can tell her anything I want..and she just listens.  She wont interrupt me, or laugh at me, or judge me..or anything.  Shes always been there for me to just..vent to.  And I appreciate it. Thanks Dre, I love you! :)

We went "swimming", if thats what you wanna call it.  Basically we just sat in those pool chair things, and it was so cold, we didnt get anything besides our butts wet. :-P We got out after about 20 minutes.  We both took showers, and got ourselves atleast a little bit ready for our boat cruise in Boston..when Adrienne's sister called from Medway.  Apparently not enough people signed up for the cruise, so it was canceled last minute. :(

We were bummed, but decided to go to the movies in Framingham with some of her friends.  Lauren and Katie came, and they seemed like really nice girls.  For some reason I was really shy around them, so I didnt say much.  We went to see License To Wed, which was absolutely amazing. I loved it, and I even cried. Sssshhh, don't tell.

I called Jared Adam and talked to him for like, 4 minutes.  I could talk to that boy for 4 hours, and I would still miss him more than freakin' anything.  I cant believe I dont get to see him for another week. I hate it.  But I love being here, and Im gunna try to have the time of my life, even though he's not here with me. 

I dont have much to say tonight..we're going to the beach tomorrow and I have to wake up at 6. GAH.  I hope we have a good time though. I'll fill you all in later. :)


Goodnight.

"All my life, I've been searching for you.  How did I survive in this world before you? 'Cause I dont wanna live another day without you now..."

My mind is so messed up right now.  A few hours ago, I was happy and chipper, without a care in the world.  Now that this house is silent, and Adrienne is passed out on the couch, and I have no one to talk to..I cant keep my mind off of the things that I KNEW were going to bother me if I let them.  And I already tried going to sleep..but thanks to my stupid brain, I cant even keep my eyes closed.

He seriously has NO idea how I feel about him.  Seriously.  I used to think I was in love.  Back when I dated Christopher freshman year.  Its true that we had fun together the 10 months that we were together..and its true that I was devastated when he broke up with me.  After that, I couldnt have a "healthy" relationship with anyone.  I compared every boy to Chris.  I was afraid that I would never be that happy again, and so I didnt even want to bother with anyone else.  So suddenly, I stopped looking for happiness.  I stopped worrying about boys altogether. I stopped trying so hard to be noticed by someone, hoping that they would think I'm great or special.  And thats when Jared just fell into my arms. And I thank God every single day that he gave him to me.  Jared fills a spot in my heart that Chris never did.  I feel completely different when I'm with Jared.  I never have to pretend to be someone that I'm not in front of him.  I dont have to try hard at all to get his attention.  When he looks at me, I know hes not just looking at the outside..I can see it in his eyes.  He's looking directly into mine, and it melts my heart everytime because I know he's seeing more. 

And I hate being out of state for this long.  Based on past experiences, I have a hard time trusting even the closest people in my life.  I hate it that I cant call him every 10 minutes just to see what hes up to..stupid roaming. :(   I hate it that when we DO talk on the phone, its only for 10 minutes at the most.  And that still doesnt even let me catch up with him, and find out how hes doing or how his day went.  I hate that I can only text him, because I cant hear his voice.  It makes me so happy to call him up and hear the excitement in his "hey!" when he picks up the phone.  GAH, I hate feeling this way.  Worried that during this next week that I'm in Massachusetts, he'll find someone who'll make him feel better than I can.  Someone who doesnt start stupid fights with him over the littlest things.  Someone whose prettier, smarter, funnier, and just all around better to be with.  I'm sure he could find one in a heartbeat.

khagfkagfaalfjhaf, my mind is seriously on overload. I've been talking to Ty online, hoping he'll have some words of wisdom.  No such luck, hah. Gotta love him for the effort anyways. I've written too much as it is, so I should wrap this up.  Goodnight, update you all tomorrow.


P.S. I overuse adverbs.

Today was really fun. :-)  Other than the fact I stilllllll havent showered, no big deal.  I mean, I guess I can blame it on Adrienne..because she decided to wake me up at 11:30, telling me that we were leaving at noon for the beach.  Thanks again, Adrienne.  :-P  I wasnt able to shower, unfortunately.  But I havent had any odor complaints...yet.  Hah, anyways...

We drove like, an hour to Revere Beach in Boston.  Honestly, it was the BIGGEST beach I've ever been to in my life.  There were thousands and thousands of people there. Adrienne and I think it was because of the sandcastle competition.  Those were insane.  I can barely build a sandcastle out of those little molds that you can buy at the store.  These things were ginormous and so detailed.  I took lots of pictures, so everyone can check out my myspace and facebook once I get home. :-)

We were in the water for a little while; it was atleast 95 degrees outside..so the ocean water felt nice. :-)  After awhile we decided to walk around and look at all the vendors, and get some food or something.  We came across a jewelry booth thing, or whatever you'd call those things..and the jewelry was BEAUTIFUL.  The man running it told us that he did all the engravings himself on the necklaces and bracelets we were looking at.  I picked out a Tiffany bracelet and necklace.  I had him engrave "Lil ALO" on my necklace, and Adrienne had him engrave "Big ALO" on hers.  I guess you'd have to know that little thing between us to understand it.  Whatevahhhh.  My bracelet is my favorite though. :-)  On the front of the heart charm thing, he engraved "ALO + JAG"..and on the back he did "04-13-07".  Its the cutest piece of jewelry I've ever owned.  I llooovvee it, if you couldnt tell.

After that, we bought freshly squeezed lemonade, which is quite possibly the best lemonade I've ever had in my entire life.  Adrienne bought a doughboy.  It was disgusting.  Nuff said.

A creepy latino guy who HAD to have been atleast 21, was with his creepy latino friends..and as Adrienne and I passed them while walking to the DJ booth..I heard him say "Hey baby".  I turned around out of reflex just to see who he was saying it to..and he was staring right at me.  I glared at him and ran away.  I wasnt really in the mood to be brutally raped today.  Then another guy talking on his cell phone made eye contact with me when we first got there..and I made eye contact back and just smiled and kept walking.  I turned around after I walked a little bit, and he was STILLLLL staring at me.  What is it with creepy older guys to stare at unattractive flatchested little girls like me?  Seriously.

We left the beach around 4...and got back here around 5.  Adrienne and I reheated our dinner from Chili's last night (Told ya so!) and that was pretty good.  Actually, Adrienne ate hers cold.  Which is completely revolting to me.  But whatevah, shes a weird child anyways.  

Adrienne's dad said that we were going out for ice cream soon..but I dont know if thats still happening because Patty (Adrienne's stepmom) just asked me if I wanted a piece of chocolate cake. (That I picked out at the grocery store last night, thank you very much).  That sounds pretty tempting right now.

Tootles. :-)

This is my very first night with my very new livejournal.
I'm not sure if I like it yet. I guess we'll see.
And honestly..whose really gunna read this and say "Gee, I'm really glad Ariel filled me in on her day." ?
Honestly, who will?
But if you do, I'll love you forever because I'll actually know that you care about a thing or two I have to say.


Sooooooo..today was fun fun fun!  For those of you that dont know, I'm in Massachusetts for like..the next 8 days visiting my cousin/best friend Adrienne.  She's amazing. And I never ever get to see her.  So I'm glad we're spending like a million days together, because we'll most likely hate each other after this experience.

Last night I got to her Mama's house around 5:30..traffic was horrendous.  The ride from Sidney to Medway was seriously the most boring 4 hours of my life.  But anyways, we got to her house and called about 20 of her friends and told them to come over.  Apparently alllllllll of her friends have heard about me, and have been desperately wanting to meet me.  It's kind of cool.  Almost like I'm a celebrity or something.  Wish I felt that way back in Maine. :( Seriously, the only person who makes me feel like a star is Jared.  Seriously. Everyone else basically makes me feel shitty all the time.  Hah, but not the time and place for that....

Her friend Emily was having a really shitty day, so we called her up and I told her that I'm a fun girl and I could brighten up her day, so she should come over.  She did, and we got along right away. :) She was such a sweetheart, and we spent a long time playing on the playground in Adrienne's backyard.  (Her mom owns a daycare)  Eventually, some other people came over.  They were all so nice to me, and it felt good to hang out with people who didnt know who I was..and were actually excited to spend time with me.  It seriously made me hate Maine and home so much..because everyone there is just so BLAH.  With the exception of like..Jared and Chelsea..and a few Waterville chums.

Around 8:30, a bunch of us went out for ice cream.  It was me, Adrienne, Katie, Lewis (whose real name I cant remember, hah), MattLindsey, Dave, Brian, Will, and Emily.  It was really fun.  We literally hung out in the BlackCow parking lot for over an hour just goofing off.   Dave and I apparently are never allowed to hang out ever again, only because we both shamelessly bash on Adrienne.  He yelled "I LOVE THIS GIRL!" when I told Adrienne that she smelled bad.  Hah, that made me feel good.  After ice cream, we came back to Adrienne's house and I went swimming by myself.  That wasnt so fun.  The boys had gone for a walk and came back saying they made a friend.  All of us went out to the front of the house, and this HUGE husky had followed them home.  It was adorable; I just wanted to cuddle with it.  But when I tried to, it basically ran me over because it was so enormous.  

WELLLLLLLLL, we just hung out for the rest of the night..and it was fun.  Today me and Adrienne got picked up by her dad around noon, and thats where I am right now.  We're staying here for the rest of the week, and I'm sure its gunna be really fun. :)

Today we basically relaxed for awhile, then went to the Natick Mall for a few hours.  It was really fun :)  I bought my wonderful boyfriend a present, which will be kept a secret until I get home.  Hah.  Then we went to a bunch of different stores, most of which I didnt buy anything only because we're going to Boston on Friday..and I know that I'll spend the rest of it there.  After the mall, we went out to Chilis for dinner.  It was pretty good, I brought home leftovers and I can almost guarantee that I'll have them tomorrow night.  Speaking of tomorrow, we're going to the beach..and I'm so excited.  Other than the fact that my bathing suit barely fits me anymore.  GAH, sucks.

Well, that was my last 24 hours that I told you about.  I doubt any of you that are reading this truly care.  And if you are reading this, and you DO truly care...thanks a looooot.  Because I'm sure this website is really gunna help me let everything out.  So basically I apologize in advance for anything and everything you might read on here.

:) Goodnight.


P.S. Ive only been in Massachusetts for like, a day..and already I miss jared adam.  I seriously cannot breathe without that kid. He's like my...life support or something like that.  My phone plan only gives me 45 minutes free roaming a month.  And so basically Jared and I can only talk for like 6 minutes a night while I'm here.  Which sucks because last night I tried that...and we just got so into our conversation, that we doubled my limit.  GAH.  I'm gay.  But seriously, I cant wait to get see him because I know he'll greet me with his GORGEOUS smile and open arms and I'll feel at home again. :)  Actually, if it wasnt for him..I'd probably never go  back to Maine again.  I'd probably just stay here where everything is happier and more laidback.  Maybe Jared and I will run away together..and just come here.  Yeah, that'd be cool.  Well, I'm rambling and I sound like and idiot.  I'm just really tired.  Goodnight (for real this time).